can i stop believing what you said is for me? i guess just like before it's for someone you know which definitely not me.. dear heart.. i can't hope on it anymore.. so stay strong..

why put myself in so much trouble when i can escape from it? i'm hurting my own self.. why?? silly my falling to some people who exactly differ than me.. too many contrast... i can't live with this for ever... maybe should try to except someone who really want me to be in their life..

now feel like wanna run.. can somebody let me free??

tell the world i'm going to leave... yess definitely... and when i come back.. this feeling won't be here anymore...